Dreams And Auto Parts

I fixed my car today. A little problem with a missing grommet. No biggie, I still have some other things to take care of on the car, like brakes, tires, mounts, fuel line. Yada yada, I need some cash. So I start work tomorrow. Not at all excited, but maybe I'll be able to make my next car payment on time and in full. This whole not-having-money thing really sucks. I'm sure it's easy to understand, at least to some degree. But when you have a job, or other income, you don't really notice all the things you can do. A little cash can go a long way. For instance, with about $50, I could double, maybe triple that with ebay. I could also pay my phone bill. Yet another thing to worry about. Oh well, soon enough, right. I've got some big plans for the future. There's more than a few business ideas I have, once I get on my feet again. Fucking world domination, baby. I've got more aspiration that anyone I know. Yet I seem so far behind. Fuck em, I know where I'll be when the chips fall. Speaking of, I really miss Las Vegas. Yeah, it seemed kinda shitty when I was there, but I've been thinking about it a lot lately. There's still some potential to be had from that city, and that's something that I really don't see here in Charlotte. I feel like this city is full of the working shmucks and the made men, and that's it. Either you're already in, or you're already out, no other way. I like places that have opportunity for everyone, not just the Providence Rd kids, or the mexican dishwashers. I like to see my dreams on the streets and in the skyscrapers. I don't see any of that here. Damn, people are real idiots here too.